Monday, October 5, 2015

Kindreds: Ancestors (Dedicant Path Essay)

Ancestor work is wretchedly difficult for me. I come from a long line of staunch New England Protestants that trace back to the Pilgrims in more than one place, and the Puritan influence of Colonial New England is strong on the culture and religion of my youth. As a young adult I converted to Catholicism, and my mother cried. The idea of so much as lighting a candle to my honored dead fills me with fear, because they would despise me for doing so. But I think there are certain things that are right to do, even if they cause friction in my relationship with my family, and just like someone may have a difficult relationship with their living family, I can accept that my relationship with my immediate ancestors is fraught. This doesn't mean I can't still show them honor.

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To avoid angering any particular relative - not my goal in the least! - I relate to the ancestors more generally, calling my family lines rather than individual relatives ("My R---- Ancestors", "My C------- Ancestors" etc. and it includes my Abenaki ancestors whose names I don't know.) I also call my partner's ancestors, since they will also be the ancestors of our children. And last I call the ancestors of my heart, the roots of my tradition, my guides and my personal heroes. These include but are not limited to  J.R.R. Tolkien, W.B. Yeats, Roger Lancelyn Green, Isaac Bonewits, Helen Keller, and Madeleine L'Engle.

I see the ancestors as part of the vast host of the dead, who dwell most of the time in Andumnos, the underworld, unless they are needed. They are bound by love and obligation to their kin (I think sometimes in my case, mostly from obligation) and they can be called on for their strength and wisdom in times of crisis.

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